I LOVE YOU BUBBY!!!! / Mom I LOVE YOU BUBBY AND I MISS YOU SO MUCH. WE WERE LIKE A PART OF EACH OTHER. WE DID ALOT OF FUN THINGS TOGETHER. I MISS ALL THE GOOD TIMES. I MISS YOU BLOWING ME KISSES, AFTER THE KISSES, HUGS, SMILES, AND THE LAUGHTER. YOU ALWAYS HAD THE GIFT TO LAUGH AND CHEER PEOPLE UP INSIDE. I AM SO PROUD TO HAVE YOU FOR A SON. I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH AND MISS YOU EVERYDAY. I LOVE YOU!!!!! ALWAYS AND FOREVER, MOM XOXOXOX >>>>>>>>>>>>>> Close
I KEEP WONDERING WHY? / Teresa Meeks (mom)
I KNOW WHEN YOU WERE BORN, I HAD BEEN WANTING YOU FOR A LONG TIME. WE DID ALOT OF THINGS TOGETHER AND WERE VERY CLOSE. NO MATTER WHAT WE DID, WE HAD FUN. I WONDER ALL THE TIME, WHY THIS HAD TO HAPPEN. ONE MANS CHOICE TO DRINK, WHILE ON PROBATION, CHANGED THE LIVES OF EVERYONE AND TOOK YOUR PRECIOUS LIFE. YOU WERE ONLY 13 YEARS OLD. ITS SO VERY HARD TO BE WITHOUT YOU WITH ME HERE ON EARTH. I THINK ABOUT YOU EVERY SEC OF THE DAY AND TEARS FLOW JUST AS MUCH. THIS SHOULDN'T HAVE HAPPENED. I AM PROUD TO HAVE YOU AS MY SON, AND I AM PROUD TO BE YOUR MOM. ITS VERY HARD FOR ME TO BE WITHOUT YOU. YOU NEVER WENT ANYWHERE WITHOUT ME. THIS WAS ONE TIME, I GUESS, I WASN'T INCLUDED. YOU HAD SO MANY PLANS IN YOUR LIFE. I LOVE YOU BUBBY AND ITS BEEN A HARD ROAD. I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND I WILL ALWAYS MISS YOU.SOMETIMES I WONDER, WHY WE COULDN'T HAVE BEEN HOLDING HANDS THAT DAY. YOU ARE THE MOST BIG HEARTED CHILD I HAVE EVER KNOWN. HOW CAN LIFE BE WITHOUT YOU? OH, MY LITTLE BUBBY....I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH WITH ALL THATS IN MY HEART. ALWAYS AND FOREVER, MOMXOXOXO Close
Just wanted to say... / Rosemary Sis Of ^j^ Alvin Cremeans Read >>
Just wanted to say... / Rosemary Sis Of ^j^ Alvin Cremeans
Edward I just wanted to say to your mom I am so sorry. I know there are no words that will take her pain away. But please remind her that she is loved by many and we are always here for her if she wants to talk---I care very much.
LIVE A LIFE THAT MATTERS / Teresa Meeks (mom)Read >>
LIVE A LIFE THAT MATTERS / Teresa Meeks (mom)
LIVE A LIFE THAT MATTERS
READY OR NOT SOMEDAY IT WILL ALL COME TO AN END, THERE WILL BE NO MORE SUNRISES, NO MINUTES, HOURS, OR DAYS.
ALL THE THINGS YOU COLLECTED, WHETHER TREASURED OR FORGOTTEN WILL PASS TO SOMEONE ELSE.
YOUR WEALTH, FAME AND TEMPORAL POWER WILL SHRIVEL TO IRRELEVANCE.
IT WILL NOT MATTER WHAT YOU OWNED. OR WHAT YOU OWED. YOUR GRUDGES, RESENTMENTS, FRUSTRATIONS, AND JEALOUSIES WILL FINALLY DISAPPEAR.
SO TOO, YOUR HOPES, AMBITIONS, PLANS AND TO-DO LISTS WILL EXPIRE. THE WINS AND LOSSES THAT ONCE SEEMED SO IMPORTANT WILL FADE AWAY.
IT WON'T MATTER WHERE YOU CAME FROM OR ON WHAT SIDE OF THE TRACKS YOU LIVED, AT THE END.
IT WON'T MATTER WHETHER YOU WERE BEAUTIFUL OR BRILLANT. EVEN YOUR GENDER AND SKIN COLOR WILL BE IRRELEVANT. SO WHAT WILL MATTER? HOW WILL THE VALUE OF YOUR DAYS BE MEASURED? WHAT WILL MATTER IS NOT WHAT YOU BOUGHT, BUT WHAT YOU BUILT: NOT WHAT YOU GOT, BUT WAHT YOU GAVE?
WHAT WILL MATTER IS NOT YOUR SUCCESS, BY YOUR SIGNIFICANCE. WHAT WILL MATTER IS NOT WHAT YOU LEARNED, BUT WHAT YOU TAUGHT.
WHAT WILL MATTER IS EVERY ACT OF INTEGRITY, COMPASSION, SOURAGE OR SACRIFICE THAT ENRICHED, EMPOWERED OR ENCOURAGED OTHERS TO EMULATE YOUR EXAMPLE.
WHAT WILL MATTER IS NOT YOUR COMPETENCE, BUT YOUR CHARACTER. WHAT WILL MATTER IS NOT HOW MANY PEOPLE YOU KNEW, BUT HOW MANY WILL FEEL A LASTING LOSS WHEN YOU'RE GONE.
WHAT WILL MATTER IS NOT YOUR MEMORIES, BUT THE MEMORIES THAT LIVE IN THOSE WHO LOVE YOU.
WHAT WILL MATTER IS HOW LONG YOU WILL BE REMEMBERED, BY WHOM AND FOR WHAT. LIVING A LIFE THAT MATTERS DOESN'T HAPPEN BY ACCIDENT. IT'S NOT A MATTER OF CIRCUMSTANCE BUT OF CHOICE. CHOOSE TO LIVE A LIFE THAT MATTERS.
BUBBY, YOUR LIFE MATTERS AS I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. I WILL NEVER STOP THINKING OF YOU AND THE TEARS WILL NEVER END. YOU ARE SO PRECIOUS TO ME AND I WILL MISS YOU ALWAYS. I AM DEEPLY HEARTBROKEN THAT YOUR FUTURE AND YOUR LOVE FOR LIFE HAD BEEN TAKEN AWAY. YOU AND I WERE SO CLOSE. YOU WERE THE BEST LOVING SON THAT GOD COULD HAVE EVER GIVEN TO ME. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.! MOM
IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME THAT I'D SEE YOU FALL ASLEEP, I WOULD TUCK YOU IN MORE TIGHTLY AND PRAY THE LORD, YOUR KEEP. IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME THAT I SEE YOU WALK OUT THE DOOR, I WOULD GIVE YOU A HUG AND KISS AND CALL YOU BACK FOR MORE.
IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME I'D HEAR YOUR VOICE LIFTED UP IN PRAISE, I WOULD VIDEO TAPE EACH ACTION AND WORK, SO I COULD PLAY THEM BACK DAY AFTER DAY.
IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME, I COULD SPARE AN EXTRA MINUTE TO STOP AND SAY "I LOVE YOU," INSTEAD OF ASSUMING YOU WOULD KNOW I DO.
IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME I WOULD BE THERE TO SHARE YOUR DAY, WELL I'M SURE YOU'LL HAVE SO MANY MORE, SO I CAN LET JUST THIS ONE SLIP AWAY.
FOR SURELY THERE'S ALWAYS TOMORROW TO MAKE UP FOR AN OVERSIGHT, AND WE ALWAYS GET A SECOND CHANCE TO MAKE EVERYTHING JUST RIGHT.
THERE WILL ALWAYS BE ANOTHER DAY TO SAY "I LOVE YOU," AND CERTAINLY THERE'S ANOTHER CHANCE TO SAY OUR "ANYTHING I CAN DO?"
BUT JUST IN CASE I MIGHT BE WRONG AND TODAY IS ALL I GET, I'D LIKE TO SAY HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU AND I HOPE WE NEVER FORGET.
TOMORROW IS NOT PROMISED TO ANYONE, YOUNG OR OLD ALIKE, AND TODAY MAY BE THE LAST CHANCE YOU GET TO HOLD YOUR LOVED ONE TIGHT.
SO IF YOU'RE WAITING FOR TOMORROW WHY NOT DO IT TODAY? FOR IF TOMORROW NEVER COMES, YOU'LL SURELY REGRET THE DAY.
THAT YOU DIDN'T TAKE THAT EXTRA TIME FOR A SMILE, A HUG, OR A KISS AND YOU WERE TOO BUSY TO GRANT SOMEONE, WHAT TURNED OUT TO BE THEIR ONE LAST WISH.
SO HOLD YOUR LOVED ONES CLOSE TODAY, AND WHISPER IN THEIR EAR, TELL THEM HOW MUCH YOU LOVE THEM AND THAT YOU'LL ALWAYS HOLD THEM DEAR
TAKE TIME TO SAY "I'M SORRY," "PLEASE FORGIVE ME," "THANK YOU," OR "ITS OKAY." AND IF TOMORROW NEVER COMES, YOU'LL HAVE NO REGRETS ABOUT TODAY.
I LOVE YOU LITTLE BUBBY......... / Mom...i Love You! Always &. Forever! (i will never forget you )Read >>
I LOVE YOU LITTLE BUBBY......... / Mom...i Love You! Always &. Forever! (i will never forget you ) LITTLE BUBBY, I MISS YOU EVERY SECOND OF EVERY DAY. WE WERE SO MUCH A PART OF EACH OTHER, IT WAS LIKE WE WERE ONE AT TIMES. WE DID ALOT OF THINGS TOGETHER THAT WE BOTH ENJOYED. WE FISHED, RODE THE SCOOTERS, THE REAPER CHOPPERS, AND RODE OUR BIKES TOGETHER. EVEN WALKING TOGETHER WAS FUN. IT WAS BECAUSE WE WERE SO MUCH ALIKE AND HAD EACH OTHER. I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH AND I HAVE DAYS WHEN I WONDER HOW I WILL MAKE IT. BUBBY, YOU ARE A VERY SPECIAL BOY TO ME AND I WILL NEVER FORGET YOUR HUGS,SMILES, LAUGHTER, KISSES AND JOKES. YOU WERE ALWAYS THERE TO GIVE A HUG. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BUBBY, SO VERY MUCH! NEVER DID I THINK ANYTHING LIKE THIS WOULD HAPPEN. I AM SO SORRY THAT SOMEONES BAD CHOICE RUINED IT FOR US ALL. I KNOW HOW MUCH YOU LOVE LIFE AND BEING WITH YOUR FRIENDS. I KNOW ALL THE THINGS THAT YOU HAD PLANNED TO DO IN THE NEXT COUPLE OF YEARS. I KNEW YOU COULD DO IT. BUT SOMEHOW, SOMEONE DECIDED TO DRINK AND TAKE MY LITTLE BABYS LIFE AWAY. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I ALWAYS WILL. LIKE I SAID BEFORE, LOVE HURTS AND THE TEARS WILL FLOW FOREVER. I LOVE YOU LITTLE BUBBY. SOMEDAY WE WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN AND THAT WAY WE WILL STAY. I LOVE YOU FOREVER. LOVE ALWAYS, MOM Close
As I Hold You In It's Flight / Justin Lesh's Family Read >>
As I Hold You In It's Flight / Justin Lesh's Family
Did you see that butterfly flying towards your way? Fluttering up above you as if it wants to say.
I am all around you circling ever so close. Making sure you notice it in the wind that often blows?
I'm sending you those butterflies in hopes that you will see. That I am always thinking of you and sending love from me.
Sometimes you will see just one, or maybe two or three. So you’ll stop and feel my love and know that they're from me.
I send them all in many colors yellow, brown, or blue. I send them to you all the time to let you know that "I love you".
So the next time that you see a butterfly close around. Stop and watch it, think of me not needing to make a sound.
With the beauty of its wings always staying in your sight. Carrying all my hugs and love, as I hold you in its flight.
I LOVE YOU BUBBY........ / MOM- I MISS YOU! Read >>
I LOVE YOU BUBBY........ / MOM- I MISS YOU!
I THINK OF YOU ALL THE TIME. I WILL NEVER FORGET ALL THE MEMORIES,, ALL THE GOOD TIMES, AND THE CLOSENESS WE SHARED.NOT ONLY ARE YOU MY SON, YOU'RE MY BEST FRIEND. WHEN I THINK OF YOU, I CRY, AND I THINK OF YOU ALL THE TIME. ITS SO HARD AT TIMES AND I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH. DURING OUR TIME TOGETHER, YOU HAVE TAUGHT ME SO MUCH, MORE THAN I CAN SAY AND MORE THAN YOU WILL EVER KNOW. LOVE HURTS, LOVE NEVER ENDS. I JUST WANTED TO HOLD ON TO YOU FOREVER. I WILL NEVER, IN MY LIFETIME, STOP LOVING YOU, AND I WILL NEVER GET OVER THE HEARTACHE OF LOSING YOU AND YOU LOSING YOUR LIFE. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BUBBA. WE WENT THROUGH ALOT TOGETHER AND THROUGH IT ALL, YOU ALWAYS HAD A SMILE, A HUG, AND A KISS. I MISS YOUR LAUGHTER. I MISS OUR TIMES TOGETHER, BUT MOST OF ALL.......I MISS YOU BEING HERE WITH ME! THIS WOULD HAVE BEEN YOUR FIRST YEAR AT HIGH SCHOOL, AND I KNOW HOW MUCH YOU WERE LOOKING FORWARD TO IT. I ALWAYS WONDER WHY THIS HAD TO HAPPEN AND IT HURTS SO MUCH. I KNOW YOU WOULD HAVE DONE WELL, YOU ALWAYS DID. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND I MISS YOU. I LOVE YOU BUBBY... LOVE FOREVER AND EVER, MOM Close
the first day of high school / Serenity Allen (girlfriend)Read >>
the first day of high school / Serenity Allen (girlfriend)
today was the first day of high school and it was scary! *laugh out loud*but i think that the worst part about it was knowing that you weren't there to experience it with me and all of your other class mates... last night i could not sleep at all because i was so nervous and i thought alot about how much i wish you were here. like when i was in class id think about if we would have had that class together. and also how you use to say that you were scared that when we got to high school id break up with you...and i would tell you 'yeah right!'*lol* i remember that everytime you said that what i was really thinking in my head was 'wow! im scared hes going to break up with me!' *lol* i dont think that either of us would have had to worry about that though. i miss you so much and life is still not anything like what it was before but i know that if i carry on and stay strong that i will see you again in heaven! i still love you and it seems even stronger then it has ever been before! you are my guardian angel and i believe you are the one who helped me survive my first day of high school*lol* you mean so much to me! i love and miss you more and more every day!
He was amazing!!! / Ashley Watkins (Elementry school friend )Read >>
He was amazing!!! / Ashley Watkins (Elementry school friend )
I didn't no Ed very well...But what I knew of him he was Amazing!!! He always knew how to make people smile. He was an amazing person!!! He was also very friendly....I will never forget the first time I met him!!! Alway Ashley Close
ILL SEE YOU SOME DAY! / Maddie West (friend)Read >>
ILL SEE YOU SOME DAY! / Maddie West (friend) ummmm...i really dont know what to say about him!i didn't kno how much i loved him and what a good friend he was until he was gone! i saw him two nights before the accident at Dairy Queen i still tell my mom that i horribly regret that i didn't run and give him a big hug! but i was in a hurry so i did't say much! i just wish i would of atleast got the chance to say good bye and i love you!!! but some day i just want to play hide nd go seek with the best guy friend i've ever had! And to his dad whick is a close friend i'm so srry and i love you very much just hang on.And thereasa i love you very much and i just wnat you to know that my moms(peggie) love and all of mine is to you throught this situation.
BUBBY, WE MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF OUR HEARTS!!!!!!!! / LOVE YOU!!!! (FAMILY)Read >>
BUBBY, WE MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF OUR HEARTS!!!!!!!! / LOVE YOU!!!! (FAMILY)
WE LOVE YOU BUBBY!!!!!!!
DEAR LITTLE BUBBY, EVERYONE MISSES YOU SO MUCH. WE LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF OUR HEARTS. PRAYING THAT YOU ARE SAFE IN HEAVEN WITH GOD AND JESUS. WE THINK OF YOU EVERY SECOND OF THE DAY. WE MISS YOUR LAUGHTER, YOUR FRECKLES, YOUR SMILE, AND YOUR LOVE FOR LIFE AND OTHERS. YOU ARE A PRECIOUS, SPECIAL LITTLE BOY. LOVE ALWAYS, YOUR FAMILY Close
YOU ARE A BLESSING FROM HEAVEN / JERRY ANN BREWER CHAD ALLEN YOUNG (AUNT/COUSIN)Read >>
YOU ARE A BLESSING FROM HEAVEN / JERRY ANN BREWER CHAD ALLEN YOUNG (AUNT/COUSIN) Close
DEAR LITTLE BUBBY / MOM (MOM)
DEAR LITTLE BUBBY, I CAN'T BEGIN TO TELL YOU HOW MUCH I MISS YOU. LOVE HURTS SO MUCH. YOU TOOK A GREAT PART IN MAKING ME THE PERSON THAT I AM. RIGHT NOW, MY HEART IS BROKEN WITHOUT YOU. WATCHING YOU GROW UP AND HEARING YOU LAUGH WERE GREAT PLEASURES, ONES THAT I WILL NEVER FORGET. YOUR HUGS AND KISSES KEPT ME GOING. YOU ALWAYS KNEW WHEN I NEEDED A HUG OR A LITTLE LAUGH. YOU'RE MY WORLD. SOMETIMES, I WONDER, HOW AND WHY THIS HAD TO HAPPEN. I KNOW THERE ARE NO ANSWERS. OH BUBBY, I HOPE YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU AND HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME. I KNOW YOU LOVED ME TOO. WE NEVER WENT ANYWHERE WITHOUT EACH OTHER AND IT HURTS TO THINK THAT YOU WENT TO A PLACE WITHOUT ME. I JUST HOPE YOU WEREN'T SCARED. YOU'RE A VERY BRAVE LITTLE BOY AND I AM SO PROUD OF ALL THE THINGS THAT YOU HAVE DONE IN YOUR LIFE. I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN SOMEDAY, WHEN MY LIFE ON EARTH IS DONE. I JUST WANT TO HUG AND KISS YOU ALL OVER. I WANT YOU TO BE THE ONE WAITING FOR ME WHEN THAT DAY COMES. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BUBBY! MY HEART CRIES FOR YOU EVERYDAY. YOU ARE SO SPECIAL TO ME. I'M NOT SCARED OF YOU WAITING FOR ME ON THE OTHER SIDE. I JUST HOPE GOD LOVES YOU AS MUCH AS I DO. WE WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN BUBBY. I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND ALWAYS, MOM XOXOXOXClose
HEY BEAUTIFUL- / KYLEIGH McGINNIS (FRIEND)
YES, I MISS HIM TOO, SO MUCH AND I CRY EVERYDAY AS WELL. THANKS FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE AND HERE FOR ME WHEN I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO THE MOST!. YOU ARE SUCH A SWEETIE. DO YOU KNOW ANYWHERE I CAN GO TO GET ERIC CLAPTON'S CD..."TEARS IN HEAVEN.? IT SOUNDS LIKE YOU AND ED ARE LIKE ME AND MY GRANDMA. WE ARE SO CLOSE, WE ARE LIKE 1 PERSON, BUT I HAVE TO GO GET READY FOR GOLF PRACTICE. THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!
LOVE YA
KYLEIGH NOEL XOXO
I HAVE A COPY OF THE RECORDINGS PLAYED AT THE FUNERAL, AND TEARS IN HEAVEN IN ON IT. YOU CAN COME BY AND PICK IT UP. THANKS FOR YOU KIND THOUGHTS ABOUT EDWARD. TERESA MEEKS Close
HELLO AGAIN, TERESA MEEKS / KYLEIGH McGINNIS (FRIEND)
IM TRULY SORRY IF I AM BUGGING YOU ALOT...ITS JUST BEEN A BUMPY RIDE FOR ME, THESE PAST COUPLE OF MONTHS. I'VE BEEN THINKING ALOT ABOUT ED, MORE THAN I EVER THOUGHT ABOUT HIM BEFORE..EVERY NIGHT I GET ON THE INTERNET ON HIS WEBSITE. I LISTEN TO "HERE WITH OUT YOU" AND "SOMEDAY" IN MY ROOM BECAUSE I HAVE IT ON A CD. IM STILL TRYING MY HARDEST TO GET "TEARS IN HEAVEN", BUT I AM NOT HAVING ANY SUCCESS. YOU CAN COPY ANY OF MY EMAILS THAT I SENT TO YOU AND PUT THEM ON EDWARDS SITE. EVERYNIGHT I PRAY AND THANK GOD FOR TAKING GREAT CARE OF US AND TAKING CARE OF ED UP THERE IN HEAVEN. I KNOW HE IS WATCHING OVER US AND I KNOW EVERYONE MISSES HIM SO MUCH, BUT WE ALL STILL LOVE HIM SO MUCH AND KNOW HE IS WATCHING OVER US UP THERE IN HEAVEN. THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME AND I HOPE YOU DON'T MIND . I HOPE YOU CAN BE LIKE A MOTHER TO ME BECAUSE I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO ABOUT MY LIFE AND WHAT GOES ON! I AM PRAYING FOR YOU EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE AND I WILL GET THOSE PICTURES SENT TO YOU AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. LOVE YOU FOREVER:
HOW ARE YOU DOING? / KYLEIGH McGINNIS (FRIEND)Read >>
HOW ARE YOU DOING? / KYLEIGH McGINNIS (FRIEND)
HI! MY NAME IS KYLEIGH MCGINNIS, I WENT TO SCHOOL WITH EDWARD AND HAD SOME CLASSES WITH HIM IN THE 7TH GRADE AND SOME WITH HIM IN THE 8TH GRADE. HE WAS ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS. HE ALWAYS KNEW HOW TO MAKE ME SMILE WHEN I WAS SAD. I WAS WONDERING IF I COULD SEND YOU TWO PICTURES OF HIM THAT NO ONE ELSE HAS SEEN, BESIDES ME AND MY FRIEND AUSTIN, WHO WAS THE ONE WHO GAVE THEM TO ME. HE TOLD ME THAT HE WANTED ME TO HAVE THEM BECAUSE OF HOW MUCH ED MEANT TO ME. I WISH I WOULD HAVE GOTTEN TO MEET YOU. ED TALKED ABOUT HOW YOU WERE THE NICEST MOTHER ANYONE COULD EVER HAVE AND WAS SO SWEET AND IT MADE ME WANT TO CRY BECAUSE HE JUST TALKED ABOUT HOW MUCH HE LOVES YOU AND I KNOW WE ALL MISS HIM. I MISS AND LOVE HIM SO MUCH. I HOPE YOU ARE DOING WELL AND I HOPE WE WILL BE ABLE TO KEEP IN TOUCH BECAUSE I WOULD LOVE TO GET TO KNOW YOU BECAUSE OF WHAT ED ALWAYS SAID, YOU SEEM SO SWEET.
LOVE ALWAYS N FOREVER KYLEIGH NOEL XOXO IF U EVER NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO WHEN YOU ARE LONELY, GIVE ME A CALL. CELL FONE NUMBER IS XXXXXXX Close