I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH!  / MOM (mom)
LITTLE BUBBY, IT HAS BEEN 10 MONTHS TODAY. IT SEEMS THAT ALL I CAN DO IS THINK OF YOU AND ABOUT HOW A PRECIOUS LITTLE BOYS LIFE WAS TAKEN AWAY.ONE THAT HAD GOALS SET AND PLANS FOR HIS LIFE.  IT BROKE MY HEART FOR YOU TO TO BE TAKEN. MY LIFE HAS CHANGED, BECAUSE MY LIFE WAS YOU. WE WERE ALWAYS  SO CLOSE AND COULD TALK ABOUT ANYTHING TOGETHER. I HOPE YOU HEAR ME ALL THE TIMES THAT I TELL YOU THAT I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU. THE TEARS WILL NEVER STOP, BECAUSE MY LOVE FOR YOU WILL NEVER END. I MISS ALL THE THINGS WE DID TOGETHER. I ENJOYED WATCHING YOU GROW UP AND I MISS WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN. YOU ARE MY PRECIOUS GIFT AND YOU HAVE BROUGHT SO MUCH TO EVERYONE WHEN YOU WERE HERE. SOMEDAYS ARE REALLY HARD, AS I SOMETIMES HEAR YOUR VOICE SAYING, "MOM" AND THEN I SAY WHAT?....ONLY TO REALIZE THAT ITS ECHOES OF MY MEMORY. I THINK OF YOU EVERY SECOND OF THE DAY. YOU HAVE SUCH A BIG HEART AND YOU ARE A FANTASTIC SON. I MISS YOU SO MUCH BUBBY. I LOVE YOU AND I WILL ALWAYS KEEP YOU IN MY HEART. I ALWAYS REMEMBER EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU. LOVE HURTS AND I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH. REMEMBER WHEN I USED TO SING,"YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE", WHEN YOU WERE GROWING UP? DANCING WITH YOU ON MY HIP WITH THE MUSIC PLAYING AND YOU WOULD LAUGH SO HARD, THAT YOU COULDN'T CATCH YOUR BREATH? I HAVEN'T FORGOTTEN ANYTHING. I LOVE YOU BUBBY. FOREVER LOVING YOU, MOM


THE LOVE WE HAVE FOR EACH OTHER WILL NEVER END. SOMEDAY, WHEN MY TIME ON EARTH IS FINISHED, I HOPE YOU'RE THE FIRST ONE I SEE WHEN I GET TO HEAVEN. THE HUGS AND KISSES WILL NEVER STOP. I LOVE YOU BUBBY! Close

song / Serenity Allen (girlfriend)
Everytime I hear this song, I begin 2 cry. It reminds me of how not only I feel about wanting 2 b with you again, but everyone else who is here still missing you.
                                              ~Serenity



DIAMOND RIO:
One More Day

Last night I had a crazy dream
A wish was granted just for me
It could be for anything
I didn't ask for money
Or a mansion in Malibu
I simply wished, for one more day with you

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One more day
One more time
One more sunset, maybe I'd be satisfied
But then again
I know what it would do
Leave me wishing still, for one more day with you

First thing I'd do, is pray for time to crawl
Then I'd unplug the telephone
And keep the TV off
I'd hold you every second
Say a million I love you's
That's what I'd do, with one more day with you

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Leave me wishing still, for one more day
Leave me wishing still, for one more day
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I LOVE YOU BUBBY!  / Mom I. LOVE YOU
YOU'RE IN MY THOUGHTS CONSTANTLY. I MISS THE LATE NIGHT BIKE RIDES, SCOOTER RIDES, AND JUST SITTING ON THE HILL WATCHING THE CARS GO BY. WE ALWAYS TALKED ABOUT EVERYTHING. WE WERE ALWAYS OPEN WITH EACH OTHER. I LOVED SPENDING TIME WITH YOU. I MISS ALL OF YOUR HUGS,SMILES, AND YOUR LAUGHTER. YOU ALWAYS HAD A BIG HEART, ALWAYS THINKING OF OTHERS. I MISS BLOWING KISSES TO EACH OTHER....I MISS YOU! MAY GOD LOVE YOU AND KEEP YOU SAFE UNTIL MY TIME ON EARTH IS OVER. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BUBBY. I HOPE YOU KNOW THAT AND I HOPE YOU CAN HEAR ME. WE DID ALOT TOGETHER, BUT WE DIDN'T GET TO DO ENOUGH. YOUR LIFE WAS JUST BEGINNING AND YOU HAD ALOT OF DREAMS AND HOPES. I AM SURE YOU WOULD HAVE ACHEIVED EVERY GOAL AND I WAS HOPING TO WATCH AND HELP YOU MAKE YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE. I CAN NEVER EVER TELL YOU HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME. YOU MEAN SO MUCH. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH. YOU ARE A VERY SPECIAL SON TO ME AND THAT YOU WILL REMAIN. I LOVE YOU BUBBY! XOXOXOXOX BLOWING YOU A KISS >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Close

STARS / BETH Dickerson (Jimmy's Mom )
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DEAR GOD  / BETH Dickerson (Jimmy's Mom )
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my little bubby  / Mom
I LOVED YOU BEFORE YOU WERE BORN. I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER. MY HEART IS BROKEN. I MISS YOU AND THE TEARS WILL FLOW FOREVER. YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE. I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH AND I MISS YOU SO MUCH, IT HURTS. I KNOW ONE DAY WE WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN AND ON THAT DAY, MY GRIEVING WILL END AND WILL BE REPLACED WITH ALL THE HAPPINESS I CAN EVER IMAGINE. I HOPE GOD IS LOVING YOU AND HOLDING YOU, AND KEEPING YOU SAFE UNTIL I AM WITH YOU AGAIN. I LOVE YOU BUBBY. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE ON MY MIND AND IN MY HEART. WE WERE ALWAYS VERY CLOSE AND IT HURTS THAT WE ARE NOT HERE TOGETHER. I WOULD GIVE ANYTHING, IF I COULD TURN BACK THE HANDS OF TIME AND CHANGE WHAT HAS HAPPENED. ITS SO HARD TO BE WITHOUT YOU...ITS NOT SELFISHNESS...I JUST LOVE YOU SO MUCH, SO VERY MUCH. I LOVE YOU MY LITTLE ANGEL. ALWAYS AND FOREVER WITH ALL MY LOVE, MOM Close

Happy 4th  / Rosemary(Alvins Sis) (^i^ families )

Happy 4th of July from 
our family to yours.

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Fathers Day  / Rosemary(Alvins Sis)

Wishing you all a peaceful Fathers Day.

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poem from me to ed  / Serenity Allen (girlfriend)
to my guardian angel! Hope you like this

    You're just a distant memory that I prey hard to come alive.
Your pictures and letters are what make me feel alive.
You left very sudden, it hit me fast and hard.
In that very moment, I wondered how you are.
I got the bad news that you no longer walked the earth.
It hurt me so bad, I didn't know where to turn.
I look now towards a time when we will meet again.
When we will walk on the clouds holding eachothers hand.
I miss your voice, your laughter, your face that I can not see.
I just want to make this clear to you, I'll love you eternily.


Ed,
     You may be in Gods hands now but in my mind, you're never far from reach.


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A poem I made for a special person...  / Saramia Surran (Close friend )
Heavens little angle boy

Edward's a name that everyone knew,
Such a great guy that everyone talked to,
He was always being funny and doing silly things,
Everyone knows him for the happiness he brings,
Now he is gone with a blink of an eye,
So damn devastating that everyone has to cry,
Everyone loves him and misses him to death,
 I wish he was still living,
and hadn't taken his last breath,
One day we will get to see him again and tell him how we feel,
I love and miss him so much that this just doesn't even seem real,
You were my hero an like my brother too...always taking away my pain,
You knew how to make my day,
Sometimes I miss you so much its insane,
I know we'll never forget you or the crazy things you did,
I love and miss you Edward...
You were the greatest kid!

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Hey Bubba  / Lindsey Palmer (friend)
Hey bubba happy late birthday i wanted you to know something i always told JD that i liked you as more than a friend but i never told you and so here it goes I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH BUBBA!!!!!!! Close

song / Serenity Allen (girlfriend)
What Hurts The Most Lyrics
rascal flatts



I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let 'em out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most was being
so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do 

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EDWARD / DEBBIE WENGERT (KEVIN'S MOM )
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGEL BOY  / Beverly(Harleys Mom) Johns (another Angel Mom )

Angel Edward,
Hope your new Angel friends gave you a wonderful Birthday Party. I hope My Harley baked you a cake and Bobbo grilled some ribs for you.
Watch over your Momma n Family Sweet Angel, let them feel your presence.
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Happy Birthday Edward  / Mariella Buttigieg (Mum to Nicholas )

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Happy Birthday Edward.......  / Diane Angel Mom- Katie Cassidy
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY  / Nancy Davis

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Happy 14th birthday Edward  / Saramia Surran (Good friend )
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your 14th birthday...........  / Mom To My Bubby (mother)
its your 14th birthday and life is too short to be with out you . i always wanted you and i never wanted you to get hurt. we loved each other so much and did alot of things toghether. we were best friends, pals, and buddies. i miss your little smiling face laughing with freckles. i miss your  laughter, your hugs, and kisses. we are apart of each other. i will never stop thinking of you and i will never stop loving you. someday we will be together again and i hope its you i see first getting ready to give me a hug and a kiss. people say its because of me that you became a special little man. you need take credit, all the credit. you thought me lots as well. i am very glad that i am your mother and i am very grateful that you are my son. i just wish it didn't have to end the way it did. i am so proud of you the most. i love you the most as my youngest son. i will always love you....love never ends. i miss you so very much. you are my sunshine. the heart never heals, but when the day comes that i am with you again,i will be my happiest. i love you
forever and always. i will never forget about you.i will love you forever and always. you mean so much to me. love always and forever mom, xoxoxoxxo 

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Happy Birthday Edward  / Rosemary(Alvins Sis)

I know you will have a super 
birthday in Heaven.

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